and this happening to J1n's grandma.... would F3sta also have a sad song from j1n? About his grandma? (I think we'll have to wait and see) Also,
I decided to look back into V's past videos. And some numbers. This is an analysis:
It was reported that V's grandma died on September 3,
She died when he was in Philippines and her funeral was held on the day they won their first award for Blood Sweat and Tears
The date of death is Sept. 3rd 2016 which is
9/3, important numbers to the occult.
Then I looked at
BTS 화양연화 on stage : prologue with lyrics video.
At 1:45 you see him looking at a picture then at 1:49 he proceeds to crumple the picture then he is all alone for a while laying on a mattress and then other BT$ members come in and come to him.
The picture he is looking at in the video looks alike the picture he has with his grandma
I think the part where he crumples the picture is symbolic to her being a sacrifice. Predictive programming. Like he is forgetting her.
Then BT$ come in . Notice R..M's shirt Nirvana.
R...M picks him up and he joins them.
Then, for the music, I think
St!gm@ is about his grandma's death and how he regrets it. An analysis of the lyrics:
Definition ST!gMA: If something has a stigma attached to it, people think it is something to be ashamed of.
I
t's hidden, I'll tell you something ----
This is him talking to the listener of the song. Implying that in his song he will tell a secret.
Only so you can keep it secret. What I can't withstand anymore. ----
It seems that this "secret" is eating him up inside and he can't endure anymore so he needs to tell someone about this 'secret'. He does it through this song.
Now cry, I'm just too sorry towards you. Cry again, that I couldn't protect you.----This one I think he is speaking to the victim. He is apologetic and cries for someone because he couldn't protect her (=you) (his grandma?) is this why the album is love yourself "HER"? (this might be a stretch)
Deeper, deeper, the wound just gets deeper---- It seems that his guilt(?) is not going away it eats him up. The wound just gets deeper- he cannot get over his sin.
The wound he speaks of could possibly be the guilt of being cowardly and letting someone else get punished in his place,
Like pieces of glass. That we can't turn back. ----When glass shatters or is broken, it is impossible to connect all the pieces together again. This implies that what he has done is absolute. There's no reversing it.
Deeper, my chest hurts.----he is really telling he is in pain
The feeble you who received punishment for my crime----The 'feeble' can mean fragile (his grandma?) and the crime is blo0d sacrifice. His 'sins' must be making a deal with the devil. (Note: In B$T V has the black devil's wings). And also note, him and J1n seem to be the main actors who interact different from the others in the MV. And now J1n has recently lost his grandma.
V also refers to the person who was punished as “fragile” and “delicate”, but in the past tense.
Stop crying, tell me something. Try saying to me, who had no courage: "Why did you do that to me then?"
----V here is talking to the person. Looks like the person sacrificed willingly gave up their life and does not blame him. And V is frustrated/guilty and wants them to question him: Why did you do that to me?"
V feels guilty to have let the person be punished for the crime that he had committed. He tells the person to ask him the question “Why did you do that to me then?” out of frustration and guilt when assumingely the person does not complain and does not blame him about the unfortunate circumstance the person is in because of him.
Deeper, deeper, the wound just gets deeper---- This line repeats again and a bunch of times to say that he really is in pain and shows some regret on what has happened.
I’m sorry I’m sorry, I’m sorry my brother, Even if I try to hide it. Even if I disappear, it can’t be erased----He's saying sorry to his family. Why? Is the sin connected to them? He is also saying that no matter how he hides it, or pretends, or even if he 'disappears' it can't be erased. What's done is done. (He also says this line to his sister)
Note:
Kim Taehyung or V was born on 30 December 1995 in Daegu, South Korea. He was raised there along with his two younger siblings, his sister Kim Eon Jin and his brother Kim Jeong Gyu
So cry, Please dry my eyes----He tells his siblings to cry and he also cries.
That light, that light please illuminate my crimes----Interesting choice of word "illuminate". Here he wants his sins/secret to be revealed.
I can't undo them. The red blood is flowing----The crime he speaks of seems to involve blood (murder?) and it can't be undone.
Deeper, deeper, everyday I think I'll die----*This one is concerning* He speaks of dying here...Is it because of the guilt? He can't take it anymore?
Please punish me. Please pardon my crime. Please.----He is asking for punishment from the victim and for forgiveness.
***Also it might be significant to look at the song 4' o clock by him and R ...M. :
In the song 4' o clock he goes out to talk to the moon and says: where are you? And he said :"I lit a small candle". I think he is talking to someone who passed away (grandma?). The song also talks about being a "moon child" and children of the moon"
The Moonchild rituals are the rituals to demonize a fetus. However, the demons that are invoked are not the small ones, but very powerful ones. In working with victims of this programming, it is clear that high level demons were placed within these people at very early ages. It is believed many of them were demonized before they were born by rituals like the Moonchild rituals. Blood sacrifices and human sacrifices are always required for this level of magic. Aleister Crowley (1875-1947) was a Satanist who was a 33rd degree Scottish Rite Freemason. He also was a leader in a number of other Masonic rites as well as an OTO leader, a chief in Stella Matutina, and a MI-6 (Br. overseas intelligence) agent. His writings have been important within 20th century Satanism and with black magicians. He wrote Moonchild, first published in 1917.
Since the rap was: "I call you moon child, we are children of the moon". Means that maybe V and R..M...are moonchildren.
https://ninaparadigma.wordpress.com/moon-children-what-are-they/
And when they performed in f3sta: V looked sad: Maybe the song is about his grandma too:
Note: This is just a theory. I don't want to seem insensitive to those who died and their family. I just made this analysis just to connect ideas and make sense of things. In case, some other things happen. This is not claiming to be any facts but just an analysis/conjecture if you may. Also, I hope deep down none of this is true. But, yeah, it must be said with everything being laid out. And V's song seem to be a call for help and deep sadness. I hope whoever reads this understands.
VIDEOS:
https://aminoapps.com/c/btsarmy/page/blog/taehyungs-grandmother-death-anniversary/KW8P_qWbcMuLKz1NYM5MnEplX4o5zZBjYDB
https://www.thefamouspeople.com/profiles/kim-taehyung-32621.php
https://genius.com/V-bts-stigma-lyrics