daughteroftheKing
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GUYS I WAS OFFLINE FOR A DAY AND THERE'S LIKE 20 NEW PAGES I CANT EVEN
You are truly unstoppable.
There's like 10+ pages I still have to read but for now I wanna ask you: have you ever got very clear and punctual dreams related to kpop and after that you felt a sudden urge to binge on the kpop mv you dreamt of, or the idol, whatever was involved in the dream, as if you had just been infiltrated and controled by this while you were asleep (a pretty vulnerable state)?? I'm always pleading for the blood of Christ to protect me but only from outside forces (for example, sleep paralysis and such) or nightmares, but these dreams are not nightmares although they seem to bother my daily life a lot, since I get foggy and anxious and that feeling won't go until I give in to this desperation-like feeling of watching kpop. I'm usually fine in this process of leaving kpop behind UNTIL I get these dreams. Maybe it's the programming that gets what it wants while we are in a vulnerable state? Since we seem to be consciously fighting against this. I find it odd that this system they use in kpop could be THAT powerful till the point we struggle so much to get out of it. Anyway I'll keep on reading! God bless you all and I ask for the Lord Jesus to protect you while you analyze and discover these things.
You are truly unstoppable.
There's like 10+ pages I still have to read but for now I wanna ask you: have you ever got very clear and punctual dreams related to kpop and after that you felt a sudden urge to binge on the kpop mv you dreamt of, or the idol, whatever was involved in the dream, as if you had just been infiltrated and controled by this while you were asleep (a pretty vulnerable state)?? I'm always pleading for the blood of Christ to protect me but only from outside forces (for example, sleep paralysis and such) or nightmares, but these dreams are not nightmares although they seem to bother my daily life a lot, since I get foggy and anxious and that feeling won't go until I give in to this desperation-like feeling of watching kpop. I'm usually fine in this process of leaving kpop behind UNTIL I get these dreams. Maybe it's the programming that gets what it wants while we are in a vulnerable state? Since we seem to be consciously fighting against this. I find it odd that this system they use in kpop could be THAT powerful till the point we struggle so much to get out of it. Anyway I'll keep on reading! God bless you all and I ask for the Lord Jesus to protect you while you analyze and discover these things.